hoedown crowdown

we spend a thousand days to enjoy the sophisticated life.
but we only need a moment to feel the touching action.

1st night when i reached bp.
when i stepped down from SnS bus, an umbrella and a big size but familiar person standing there ,
in front of summit, standing all alone in the middle of pouring rain...
wow..kind of..touched..he took my shoulder and taking me home..
thanks dad..love

evryday went to dad's shop in sri medan.
cooked all the dishes with mum and share th joyness.
i learnt experiences, as well as mum's care.
she cooked all my favourite dishes that are going to make me fat.
nvm chi shi fu mar..

it's been quite some days tht i nvr go out with my gang of frens..
we are busy?
or we are jst finding excuses to avoid the awkward situation thst is speechless?
cant explain. but i know my reasons.
31th dec.
anyone remembers? i awaiting ur presence.

it's been a year from the most important exam in my life.
cant recall what i did during the exam period but i know it's the toughest time ever.
now.time to conclude what i've done in 2009.
good deeds? bad deeds? happy moments? heart-breaking seconds?

18years old. You cant believe.
I pass through it like SHxT.
prefer chinese calendar.
that i still have 10 months to go for 18 years old.
not bad, huh?

WE CAN TRY
BUT WE MUST BELIEVE

人在做
天是在看的啊！

lost in my home

yeah i must admit that it will never be the same for us again..
can i stand to keep looking back on those memories?
i know..beause we are separated..
and it wont come back..
but i truly truly cherish the friendship that ever bond us together..
when i moving my 1st step to concern u..to see if u are good for this few months..
im kinda of hoping ur responses..
i know..if i said i have come back..
few of u wont even ask me or what,,probably because we seldom contact..
i dun wanna continue like that..
that's the vry end for us..
so i gotta move..to let u all feel that there's still a bond btw us..
im really trying my vry best..
haiz.. can someone tell me,
U guys really cherish the fate that bring us together??
I know i dun have the stand to say much coz im the one who are not here.
BUt trust me....i do LOVE u guys..
I meant it...

RANDOM

mst coming in 2 weeks time..
i nvr remember th target i set for myself..
that's go into the director's honour's list..it's kind of honour of malaysian if i can get into the list..
so.. i've been stop watching tv and pps for about 2 weeks time..
actually it's because of lazyness and tiredness as i always came home late in the night..
reports and homeworks as well as some stupid projects are making me busy all the times..

impossible to say that i have no happy moments these few weeks..
very happy that i can go to somerset and orchard last weekend..feel like relaxing..
talk to hanhong is kind of comfortable..haha..but most of the time we talk about the same topic..
guess i have left not much time to chat like that with him coz maybe he gonna succed soon ??
haha..sincerely god Bless them..

class bonding is coming back this few weeks..
not vry sure what is the link that bring us together again but maybe everyone was tired of it dy?
yeah..im totally glad for this..hopefully we can maintain the situation..WORLD PEACE

there've been a week that i have a tough time..but luckily i've frens that hold me along..
i was once going to sink..but she pulled me up..thanks serene very very much..
the best is not to think so much, quoted from jameston.

finally give serene the tree i made for some times..she likes it i think? haha.
class team work was seen on 19th nov at daniel's house..
it could be the most memorable moment throughout the 1st year!!
holding charcters of S-E-R-E-N-E in the swimming pool down the condo is just fantastic..
and also the birthday cake..
very very dissapointed that she cant manage to eat our handmake cake..
we tried for 2 times..both products are just...dammit
zhixin made another one which is delicious..
that could have represent all of us..
i spent alot money this month including my 83.46 singtel bill..omg..
fasting for the last 10days of nov ba...

my lab partner is making me frus..
sometimes good to me, sometimes like vry irritating..
fine..lckily we are just lab partner as well as simple frens..
otherwise i could have doomed long time ago!!

Im going back to batu pahat next thursday,,
not sure if anyone else will ask me to go out..
or they will simply dun bother much...
haha..

PEOPLE START TO CHERISH
WHEN THEY START FEEL LIKE LOSING IT.

IF U DO CHERISH SOMETHING, SHOW OUT AND LET THEM FEEL TO BE CHERISHED.

bluee days..

this 2 weeks are just making me frus all the way..
i cant stop to think about those stuffs.
maybe i shouldn't involve at the first time.
but i was in.

Not to blame anyone, but just cant feel comfortable as long as im with them.
i know something is just irresistible.
i know is like that.
i know sometimes we just fall deeply into it.
coz i ever tried before. same person same situation.
but luckily.
somebody help me along n i think im freed from the trap.

i couldn't bring myself to agree with the person..but i can understand the person..
SUre. love is everywhere.
which we are easily fall for.

but if u are not interested with the person. please be considerate.

We guys are so fed up.

Be strong. =)

finally i know how to express in words..
不是不喜欢就得走开，
不是留下就代表喜欢。

就算走得开，也不会解决任何事情。
就算留下来，也不见得有什么特别的好。

有时候，能够快乐，
安稳的继续过下去，
何尝不是一件好事。
让自己不去在乎，才能比较开心。

就算我说的很得过且过，很没有骨气，
我却觉得酱也许更好，不是吗？
以前在乎得太多，反而让身边的人一个接着一个难过。

对，我承认，义气很重要，所以我还是有的。
但是绝对不可以意气用事。
想想，若能有让自己开心一点的办法，值不值得一试呢？

过去的东西，一样的感觉是不可能在回来的。
不管谁错在先，似乎已经没有必要追究。

我们不是活在自己的世界，
不是一个人走开，或是一个人留下，就是快乐。

若本身尚有情义，
相信谁也割不断。

只要你是在乎的。 =D

BORING WEEKEND

ok la i understand why im bored during weekend.
i dun wan go back to bp.
i dun wan follow cousins to jb, either.
then what i shud do, thanks god, i deserved it.
haha..

haiz it's realy a big sigh for the 1st week in new started sem..
things going unexpected..maybe that's fate again..
Anyone can tell me how to solve the problem now?
or we destined to be like that?
i dun wanna be the person who care this situation the most,
coz i dun wanna my secret to be revealed..
but when things come worse to worse,
who's going to be the prolem solver?
i know she've been doing her best...
probably is because of me, that i said i was in pain,
making her guilty to drag both of us down..
but dun worry we r with u..for sure..
i like peace, it seems to be wrong that i have to stand aside..
but is truth that we r doomed this time..

not to care so much about these things..
but when we quit, can u stop too?
all ur guys' reaction are making me sad..
can both side walk 1 step backward?
maybe.. maybe,,
We could still be the same..

is not that i dun understand the situation,
is i refuse to know.

We could be better, I BELIEVE!

stupid

im so headache.
im so not wanna talk.

what if im really so stuupid?
Something that i truuly understand but just cannot get through.

ok, good..im so stupid..
im so crazy that i duno what im writing.

im just fucker idiot to care bout something which just stupid.